about to turn 18 woop
So I am proud to say that I am now obsessed and in loveeeeeeee with running! It is just so damn amazing!
When I hit 140 I’m going to post some progress photos I think. Ahh! I’m able to wear my sister’s size four jeans on good days and I’m wearing her small shirts all the time. (we share clothes so don’t think I’m weird. :p
Someone post in my ask box about your exercises that you LOVE lately! I need some change! (:
Took the weekend off in terms of the diet. Started back today and felt great.
However! I just wanna throw out there that even though I ate really high calorie food this weekend, I didn’t bloat up and die. In fact, I LOST two more pounds! That goes to show you that a few cheat meals not only won’t kill you, but they might even significantly boost your metabolism!
I think the worst thing ever is having nobody around to really talk to. I don’t feel like I can really express how I feel to anyone anymore. I want to just be done with school so I can sleep for a few days and just be by myself for awhile. I don’t know how to even look at people lately without hating myself and my emotions. I can’t figure out why everything has to be so negative with me. Why I feel like I’m always fucking up. I have the best intentions and the worst conclusions.